Life at stake?No, it just another job!

To have such profesion is undeniably very hard to do, when you...say, at my position now. Well, at this minute I posted this blog, it's about 9 hours left until 11am of Saturday, 12 April 2008, which happen to be my deadline, literally dead ( i think?). Well, I just wanted to say, feels a bit glad, perhaps in weird way, being warned of loosing job is scary for some other person, but at that moment I receive that memo, it's kind a relief - hahaha.

Then I realize I had browse to freelanceswitch.com, ( felt odd, actually ) but that kind of thing is always happen. I browse again to that site, reading some more about it...more and more, and before these pressure come, I have to tell you that, my success friend of mine (which forgetting me for quite long time, it's been 4 years I suppose) is get back to Indonesia, became an agent of Prudential ltd. Not really surprising if you know him. His mother is very success too, hard-worker, just like himself. I found almost no flaws to this kid. I always envy of him, but I know it's not necessary. He offer me to be his successor as an agent, with golden word of him "..and you can do it too...". Yesterday, I was supposed to give him my photograph but I can't have it by yesterday since it's awfully raining and I didn't get it printed yet. I told him brief of my tense in my current job, he's not a quite good listener, yet he's good at convincing, which I have to learn about that from him. So, say that next 8.40 hours later I get the worse impact of being fired, I do gonna missed my friends, all stupidities they've been doing there..this and that. I was glad I'm there, so I can fulfill my dad wishes to his successors.

I wanted you became the light among darkness, even it's just as a candle instead of supernova. I'll be proud.